The Alone Part

I hate the feeling alone part of being alone. The not having anyone to share with. I am blessed to have my kids, even when they are not at my home they are still here. But I would really like that grown up sharing. Even if it was just about the every day stuff, it would still be so nice. Don't get me wrong, I still prefer being lonely and alone to being lonely and with someone. I just feel like I have already had my share of lonely!